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Cause I'm Awesome?

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Insatiably curious and really quite happy. :D

On rare occasions that I get bored and inactive, i tend to eat a lot, move very little and feel generally miserable.

I blog to express, not to impress. So back off if you feel offended.

May 4, 2011

you're clearly lifeless & clueless

Truthfully, my blog was never about attention. Those who know me well enough would back me up. When things get on my way, I’d somehow or rather keep it to myself than saying it. That’s why I have ended up fucking up so much of my life. I am pretty contented with my life right now. I have my awesome uni friends who keep me entertain most of the time, I have my beloved SM gang who listen to me & tons of people who love me for who I am.

So why won't you leave me alone?

I am absolutely sick to death of you and your bullshit. I don't fucking understand it and I can't bare it anymore. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with you but I do have a question for you, what is your freaking problem with me? Why won't you leave me alone??!!!! People say countless times that I should just ignore you and all your stupid childish action but you are really getting on my nerve.

Being silent doesn't mean I'm defenseless or I am admitting to all the damn things you accused me for doing. I kept quiet most of the time because I don't give fucking damn shit about you and your fucked up life. Don't ever mistake my kindness for weakness because I am stronger than you could ever imagine. I did not bother to stand up for myself because I have better things to do than to waste my time arguing with brainless people cow like YOU.

Dear you, stop trying to make your life sound dramatic by relating every single possible detail to me. I definitely know how irresistible I am (which is why your bf once fall for me hehehe) but you have to stop loving me so much. You have dedicated countless post telling me how much you LOVE me and thanks to your hard effort, I even have "fans" half globe away. It's a miracle that almost every problem you encounter or every event you attend, there's just somehow something you can relate it to me and then start announcing to the whole world how much you LOVE me. I feel so pathetic for you sometimes because you can't live your own life. You will forever live under my shadow and being haunt by all my words and actions.

If you have absolutely nothing to do over there, I don't know. Go make out with some random guy on the street or get yourself drunk or even take naked pictures of yourself and post it online. There's so many things you can do to attract attention so would you please stop using my name to seek for attention? Oh my god. I might even consider buying you a freaking cow or something, so that you can have someone of the same species to talk to and keep your brains occupied. Kindly stay away from me because you and your pretentious attitude really disgust me.

I couldn't help myself from pitying you. It really amazes me what you can fake with a smile. Making up stories and backstabbing me, and then greet me with a smile each time you see me. If you hate me, hate me. Don't fake it around me. Aren't you tired of putting on a mask and living in your own imagination?

Don't blame it on others just because you can't control your own man bull. If you have any problem dealing with your bull, just whip him hard and I'm pretty sure he will listen to you. In some sense, I am actually quite proud of myself. You're making such a big fuss because you're jealous and you feel threaten by my existence. I'm so sorry because you can't blame me for being too attractive. *shy* =)

Well I guess I owe you a "thank you" because I have come to learn that those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind. I have came to realise one of the best thing about the worst time of your life is that you get to see the true colors of people around you. I've learned a lot these past few years, through my fake smiles and unseen tears. If it wasn't for you, I will not be who I am right now.

"Let go, forgive and forget." YEAH RIGHT. Don't support a scene you were too weak to stay committed to, loser. Don't say you could have when you clearly couldn't cause you didn't. You should be fucking grateful I did not yell and scream at your face yet, after all the things you did. You know why? Because I am a kind person and I totally "let go, forgive and forget". =)

NOW, FUCK YOU & LEAVE ME ALONE.

They say, people only rain on your parade because they're jealous of your sun & tired of their shade.

P.S: I am grumpy. Cause I lost my thumb drive today and I saw people whom I don't feel like seeing during dinner yesterday.

KTHXBYE!

(I'm fine, really.)

May 1, 2011

i love carnivals!

Date: 30 April 2011 (Saturday)
Time: 9.00 - 11.30AM
Venue: SMK USJ 13
Ocassion: Carnival Day wheeee :)
Present: Leftovers in Malaysia LOL
Conclusion: I truly miss those great times we had back in 13.
Report: MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

I snoozed my alarm like 5 times before I actually managed to get myself out of the bed. 0845 is a bit way too early to do anything. *BIG YAWNS*

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Morning SMK USJ 13! It's been awhile since we last met. :)

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The place I spent 5 years of my life, not knowing what exactly I'm doing and yet I'm still so proud of myself for not knowing anything. Those were the days where we just LAUGH away all our troubles and be happy. May be there wasn't any troubles also. WE JUST LAUGH AND BE HAPPY. :D

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I wonder that they're thinking.

Paying a visit to our school...

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Once, it was the prefect room.

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The ugly drawings. Still so ugly.

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The tree outside Bilik Kesihatan.

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Noobest signboard everrrrrr.

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A walk down memory lane.

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The wall near girls' toilet. This is what I called creativity. The smoking fish?? HAHAHAHAHA 13's students are just way too awesome la.

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Spongebob's pineapple house wheee!

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Look, TTB found his family! :D

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4D! Nah that's the tickets.

And the carnival starts nowwwww!

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Lost In Maze. No idea what was that but the banner was really huge.

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Dead Silence. WOAHHHHH DAMN SCARE.

Yupp, that was the haunted house we paid 5 bucks for LOL. The theme was "Dead Silence" and trust me, it wasn't quiet at all inside. Basically, haunted house = ghosts w/ face painting and make-ups + screaming + really dark surrounding + fun fun fun fun fun! HAHHAHAHAH fun because you're doing this w/ your friends. It's very nice of Edric to lead us the way and Nick to protect us girls from the back. Not like we needed any protection but just in case la. I'm guessing Ivan would be the first one to run away if anything happens.

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OMG DAMNNNN SCARYYYYY. :O

Anyways I think I have night blindness and I'm not kidding about it. It was so dark in the haunted house that I could barely see anything. -.-

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SOS!

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And oh ya, the queue was super long when we reached at the haunted house. There was this Indian girl guarding the door and she's being super nice to us (as in she let us went in first) and she won't stop insisting that we were Ex-co. So we asked her and she was like, "I am a prefect too." *points at Edric* "I remember this guy. He was one of our ex-co members."

OKAYYYYY THAT WAS FUNNY. Either she mistaken Ivan for Edric or she's just trying to create conversation w/ Edric. HAHAHAHA we get to enter first so it wasn't bad at all being recognised as the fake ex-co. :D

ANYWAYS JUST SAYING, we did contributed to the glory of our school right. RIGHT?

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Human dunk machine.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA BIEBER!

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Gwennnnnnnnn I saw your nameee!

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Catch the guppy fish game!

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Leaving the school compound.

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Shall end my post with this. :D

Had dim sum after that while reminiscing the good old days. Oh god, you have no idea how much I miss my 13 days.

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April 24, 2011

welcome to lame high!

Yearsssssss back... (OMG my helmet hairstyle! Wheee)
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Years back, we celebrated the PINK day! (I think I was wearing a pink shorts) Yayy. :D
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Years laterrrr... It's Ashley's birthday!
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We just love to annoy TTB. Huhuhu. :D

They say nothing remain the same but I guess some things just never change. :)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TEETEEBEE!
Thank you for being the one of the best driver, guy friend, gay partner, kawan wii aku, korean gossipers, budak online, roti tissue partner-in-crime... Thank you for being the one who I know will always be there for me, no matter what. ♥

Have an awesome 20th ahead okay. It will be slightly less awesome than Ashley's 21st since you won't be seeing me on a daily basis. Hehehe. But still awesome la cause at least you get to see me on a weekly basis. (HAHAHAHA I'M GONNA REPEAT THIS PARAGRAPH IN DIFF WAYS FOR ALL THE SM-s BIRTHDAY POST. :D )

Sarangheyooooo TTB! Cheers to being twenty and foreverrrrr young! ♥

PS ; Eunjung's hairstyle FTW!
PPS ; My friends started calling me Stephanie!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA. You just love me, don't you?

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April 23, 2011

getaway



Seriously, can I emo for no reason ah? 'Cus I just feel like emo-ing, can?

April 21, 2011

Oh my god. The pictures are way too big. Pening kepalaku. HAHAHAHA

The Kecil Turns Besar!

Nick's 21st. :)

Date: (I honestly don't remember when was this and I was too lazy to check when was all the pictures taken.)
Venue: Betty's!
Present: It's us again. HAHA.

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It's us, AGAIN. ♥

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While waiting...

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Oh my god, somebody please do something to my chubby face.

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Nick pinching his own nipple. HAHAHA

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Pork loverrrrr!

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Hmmmmm. This is not my type of thing. I don't like the smell of the weird vegetable they sprinkled on the soup.

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Pork something something something. Pork is love.

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Chicken with orange flavored gravy. This one I like.

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Mac and cheese I think. I love cheese so I personally LOVE this dish.

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Dog food. I am not kidding. They named this "Dog Food" on their menu and we ordered out of curiosity. It's basically french fries with melted cheese.

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Apple crumble. ♥ This is where we got our inspiration to make Ashley apple crumble on her birthday. You should see her face while eating this. "OMG I LOVE APPLE CRUMBLE! So nice so nice so nice!"

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Aren't they lovely? Mr Koh, mana you?

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Group! Only four person. I miss the rest. ):

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Ice cream. ♥

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They even shared a cup of root beer together. How sweet.

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:D

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April 20, 2011

Durian!

*Edited: Posted all the pictures in Flickr because computer noob like me absolutely have no idea how to resize the images in Photobucket.

Words are kinda pointless in this post. Anyways my first time using Flickr to post all my pictures. The pictures are nicer, bigger & clearer now. You don't have to click on it to enlarge. :)

Enjoy the pictures!

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"I wonder if they have a facebook page." - Nick Loo. HAHAHAHA

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The smell of durian...

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So nice.

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So tempting.

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Durian faces. :D

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Sorry face super CMI.

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Queen of human durian opener.

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Posing for camera.

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The guys are still hungry after the "Eat All You Can for RM 25" durian feast. They were craving for something savory. I don't know, they never stop eating but they never grow at the same time also. WTH that's super not fairrrrrrrr okay. Yeah so anyways we went for the famous duck rice near by.

Date: 16 April 2011.
Time: 7.00 - 11.30PM
Venue: SS2
Purpose: Durian hunt!
Present: 4 durian freaks!
Conclusion: Durians are just way too awesome. :D
Report: MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

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