Girls = Evil?

Bubbly.

My shower is my favorite place in the world.

Because I can cry, and nobody would know.

I can think, and nobody would judge.

I can do whatever I want in there.

I can even play with bubbles.

:)

Colour My Life

I've been busy bumming around since holidays started. Now that I'm actually running out of things to do due to financial crisis, I tend to spend more time with my bed. I think I'm in love... with my bed wtf.

I'm dead bored that I have decided to crack my brains and set my new year's resolution. I know, 7 months late but late is better than never right.

To-do list before 2011 ends:

1. Finish reading Dale Carnegie's How to Win Friends & Influence People.
2. Make colourful macaroons and be happy.
3. Play Yiruma's Kiss the Rain on a piano gracefully.
4. Start taking care of my skin. (toner, moisturiser, mask etc)
5. Catch up with 5 old friends I've let slip away.
6. Learn how to be good at frisbee throwing.
7. Play a futsal game.
8. Build a sand castle by the beach.
9. Take a picture with random stranger.
10. Learn how to take nice pictures with my camera. (not camwhoring LOL)
11. Get a tragus piercing on my right ear.
12. Dye my hair red, again.
13. Keep my hair short.
14. Get rid of all the clothes I haven't been wearing and get a new wardrobe!
15. Buy bedroom furniture and decorate my room.
16. Go on a hot air balloon ride.
17. Take up dancing classes.
18. Update my blog at least twice a week.
19. Plant a tree and name it "Betty".
20. Write down nice things people say to me.
21. Don't ever ever forget to say thank you to anyone who offer to pick me up/send me home.
22. Celebrate Hari Raya & Deepavali.
23. Learn how to rock climb.
24. Give a speech in public.
25. Give up facebook for 2 weeks.

26. Join BERSIH 2.0 rally tomorrow. HAHAHAHA.

Now I can sleep in peace. Will be back soon as promised.

i am lost

Insomnia. Okay not really. 3am in the morning. I think fucking acid man is trying to break in my house. I heard weird noises coming from my roof top. It's like somebody trying to drill a hole. So yeaaa. I woke up and spent an hour staring at the ceiling, waiting for that stupid acidman to jump down so that I can smash him into pieces with my baseball bat earring stand (hahaha its the only thing I could find) Tried to sleep back but I just can't fall asleep. Why can't I fall asleep? It's weird time like this I feel like blogging. Well, not really. You don't have much options at 3am.

I have so much things to tell but words can't really explain how I feel. (mainly because I suck at writing LOL)

I just realized, I tend to be noisier and more clingy compared to usual when I am down. I am afraid that people might forget about my existence if I don't make enough noise or people might leave me behind if I don't cling onto them. WTF PARANOID MUCH. Call me a sore loser but I really don't want to be alone.

Sighs. I don't even what the fuck I am writing here. I am just a bit stressed out. I am just FUCKING stressed out and I don't even know what I want. Not really. I think I know what I want. I want HD for my exams. I want HD for my exams! I WANT HD FOR MY EXAMS!

OKAY THANK YOU BYEEE. I shall TRY to sleep now.

screams!

hot air balloon

Oh my god. Ni men hao ma? Hao jiu bu jian! *WAVES* :D

It's been errr... quite some time since I last blogged. Life's a bitch so I have been busy dealing with it. I handed in a 10% marketing assignment, 10% accounting assignment & also my weekly submission for marketing. It had been a long tough week but here I am again, feeling energetic and refreshed (thanks to my 12 hours undisturbed sleep hehehe)!

Anyways, it's a freaking bad habit to start your assignment the very last minute. The worst part sometimes is NOT that you're feeling too lazy to start or giving whatsoever excuses. It is because YOU CANNOT DO THE QUESTION AT ALL. You just stare at it... & "WHAT THE FUCK?" It totally freaks me out not knowing what to do for my accounting assignment! :'(

Finals is in 3 weeks time and I can feel the pressure/stress building up in me already. Warning: I am going to be very grumpy! It is a wake up call, Shu Xian! Time to get started before it's too late.

PS ; went for Borneo Jazz Festival the other day to show our support for Nick! Hehehe :)


This picture made my day. =)

XX

my super momma! ♥

5 random facts about my mum - annoying (ohmygod I'd do anything just to keep her quiet), great cook (nyommmss!), awesomeeeee, surprisingly stubborn (like mother like daughter) & questions me about who I go out with especially if it's a guy. (HAHA most frequently asked question recently: why you still no boy friend?) That's my mum, someone whom I love dearly & can't live without. :)

I read this somewhere & it totally relates to my mum, especially the ones in italic.

My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you’re going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don’t straighten up, I’m going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because I said so, that’s why."
(My mum > Queen Elizabeth! HAHAHA)

My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you’re not going to the store with me."

My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear in case you’re in an accident."

My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I’ll give you something to cry about."

My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You’ll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
"If I told you once, I’ve told you a million times. Don’t exaggerate!"

My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
"Just wait until we get home."
(That's how she keep my mouth shut.)

My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
"If you don’t stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that way."

My mother taught me HUMOR.
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don’t come running to me."

My mother taught me GENETICS.
"You’re just like your father."
(HAHAHAHAHA SO TRUEEE!)

My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
"Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you’ll understand."

My Mother taught me ESP.
"Put your sweater on; don’t you think that I know when you’re cold?"

My Mother taught me TO MEET A CHALLENGE.
"What were you thinking? Answer me when I talk to you… Don’t talk back to me!"

My Mother taught me PATIENCE.
"Sure, you can do that. As soon as you’re 21 and leave the house!"
(Times we fought over the mobile phone issue!)

My Mother taught me DIPLOMACY.
"I don’t want to hear who started it. It takes two to fight."
(Me vs monster brother!)

My Mother taught me SHARING.
"Play nicely with that or I’ll just take it away from both of you."
(This is SO-MY-MUM!)

My Mother taught me ETIQUETTE.
"Use your fork! If I see that hand on the table again, I’ll slap it!"

My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don’t have wonderful parents like you do."


My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
"You are going to get it when you get home!"
(Receiving? FUNNYYY!)

My mother taught me TO THINK AHEAD.
"If you don’t pass your spelling test, you’ll never get a good job!"

My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
"If you don’t eat your vegetables, you’ll never grow up."

My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
"One day you’ll have kids and I hope they turn out just like you!"

But most of all, my mother taught me LOVE.
"You know that whatever you do or whatever happens, I’ll stand behind you because I love you."

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MOM! Thank you for everything & everything! ♥