Colour My Life

I've been busy bumming around since holidays started. Now that I'm actually running out of things to do due to financial crisis, I tend to spend more time with my bed. I think I'm in love... with my bed wtf.

I'm dead bored that I have decided to crack my brains and set my new year's resolution. I know, 7 months late but late is better than never right.

To-do list before 2011 ends:

1. Finish reading Dale Carnegie's How to Win Friends & Influence People.
2. Make colourful macaroons and be happy.
3. Play Yiruma's Kiss the Rain on a piano gracefully.
4. Start taking care of my skin. (toner, moisturiser, mask etc)
5. Catch up with 5 old friends I've let slip away.
6. Learn how to be good at frisbee throwing.
7. Play a futsal game.
8. Build a sand castle by the beach.
9. Take a picture with random stranger.
10. Learn how to take nice pictures with my camera. (not camwhoring LOL)
11. Get a tragus piercing on my right ear.
12. Dye my hair red, again.
13. Keep my hair short.
14. Get rid of all the clothes I haven't been wearing and get a new wardrobe!
15. Buy bedroom furniture and decorate my room.
16. Go on a hot air balloon ride.
17. Take up dancing classes.
18. Update my blog at least twice a week.
19. Plant a tree and name it "Betty".
20. Write down nice things people say to me.
21. Don't ever ever forget to say thank you to anyone who offer to pick me up/send me home.
22. Celebrate Hari Raya & Deepavali.
23. Learn how to rock climb.
24. Give a speech in public.
25. Give up facebook for 2 weeks.

26. Join BERSIH 2.0 rally tomorrow. HAHAHAHA.

Now I can sleep in peace. Will be back soon as promised.

i am lost

Insomnia. Okay not really. 3am in the morning. I think fucking acid man is trying to break in my house. I heard weird noises coming from my roof top. It's like somebody trying to drill a hole. So yeaaa. I woke up and spent an hour staring at the ceiling, waiting for that stupid acidman to jump down so that I can smash him into pieces with my baseball bat earring stand (hahaha its the only thing I could find) Tried to sleep back but I just can't fall asleep. Why can't I fall asleep? It's weird time like this I feel like blogging. Well, not really. You don't have much options at 3am.

I have so much things to tell but words can't really explain how I feel. (mainly because I suck at writing LOL)

I just realized, I tend to be noisier and more clingy compared to usual when I am down. I am afraid that people might forget about my existence if I don't make enough noise or people might leave me behind if I don't cling onto them. WTF PARANOID MUCH. Call me a sore loser but I really don't want to be alone.

Sighs. I don't even what the fuck I am writing here. I am just a bit stressed out. I am just FUCKING stressed out and I don't even know what I want. Not really. I think I know what I want. I want HD for my exams. I want HD for my exams! I WANT HD FOR MY EXAMS!

OKAY THANK YOU BYEEE. I shall TRY to sleep now.

screams!

hot air balloon

Oh my god. Ni men hao ma? Hao jiu bu jian! *WAVES* :D

It's been errr... quite some time since I last blogged. Life's a bitch so I have been busy dealing with it. I handed in a 10% marketing assignment, 10% accounting assignment & also my weekly submission for marketing. It had been a long tough week but here I am again, feeling energetic and refreshed (thanks to my 12 hours undisturbed sleep hehehe)!

Anyways, it's a freaking bad habit to start your assignment the very last minute. The worst part sometimes is NOT that you're feeling too lazy to start or giving whatsoever excuses. It is because YOU CANNOT DO THE QUESTION AT ALL. You just stare at it... & "WHAT THE FUCK?" It totally freaks me out not knowing what to do for my accounting assignment! :'(

Finals is in 3 weeks time and I can feel the pressure/stress building up in me already. Warning: I am going to be very grumpy! It is a wake up call, Shu Xian! Time to get started before it's too late.

PS ; went for Borneo Jazz Festival the other day to show our support for Nick! Hehehe :)


This picture made my day. =)

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my super momma! ♥

5 random facts about my mum - annoying (ohmygod I'd do anything just to keep her quiet), great cook (nyommmss!), awesomeeeee, surprisingly stubborn (like mother like daughter) & questions me about who I go out with especially if it's a guy. (HAHA most frequently asked question recently: why you still no boy friend?) That's my mum, someone whom I love dearly & can't live without. :)

I read this somewhere & it totally relates to my mum, especially the ones in italic.

My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you’re going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don’t straighten up, I’m going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because I said so, that’s why."
(My mum > Queen Elizabeth! HAHAHA)

My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you’re not going to the store with me."

My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear in case you’re in an accident."

My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I’ll give you something to cry about."

My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You’ll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
"If I told you once, I’ve told you a million times. Don’t exaggerate!"

My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
"Just wait until we get home."
(That's how she keep my mouth shut.)

My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
"If you don’t stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that way."

My mother taught me HUMOR.
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don’t come running to me."

My mother taught me GENETICS.
"You’re just like your father."
(HAHAHAHAHA SO TRUEEE!)

My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
"Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you’ll understand."

My Mother taught me ESP.
"Put your sweater on; don’t you think that I know when you’re cold?"

My Mother taught me TO MEET A CHALLENGE.
"What were you thinking? Answer me when I talk to you… Don’t talk back to me!"

My Mother taught me PATIENCE.
"Sure, you can do that. As soon as you’re 21 and leave the house!"
(Times we fought over the mobile phone issue!)

My Mother taught me DIPLOMACY.
"I don’t want to hear who started it. It takes two to fight."
(Me vs monster brother!)

My Mother taught me SHARING.
"Play nicely with that or I’ll just take it away from both of you."
(This is SO-MY-MUM!)

My Mother taught me ETIQUETTE.
"Use your fork! If I see that hand on the table again, I’ll slap it!"

My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don’t have wonderful parents like you do."


My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
"You are going to get it when you get home!"
(Receiving? FUNNYYY!)

My mother taught me TO THINK AHEAD.
"If you don’t pass your spelling test, you’ll never get a good job!"

My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
"If you don’t eat your vegetables, you’ll never grow up."

My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
"One day you’ll have kids and I hope they turn out just like you!"

But most of all, my mother taught me LOVE.
"You know that whatever you do or whatever happens, I’ll stand behind you because I love you."

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MOM! Thank you for everything & everything! ♥

you're clearly lifeless & clueless

Truthfully, my blog was never about attention. Those who know me well enough would back me up. When things get on my way, I’d somehow or rather keep it to myself than saying it. That’s why I have ended up fucking up so much of my life. I am pretty contented with my life right now. I have my awesome uni friends who keep me entertain most of the time, I have my beloved SM gang who listen to me & tons of people who love me for who I am.

So why won't you leave me alone?

I am absolutely sick to death of you and your bullshit. I don't fucking understand it and I can't bare it anymore. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with you but I do have a question for you, what is your freaking problem with me? Why won't you leave me alone??!!!! People say countless times that I should just ignore you and all your stupid childish action but you are really getting on my nerve.

Being silent doesn't mean I'm defenseless or I am admitting to all the damn things you accused me for doing. I kept quiet most of the time because I don't give fucking damn shit about you and your fucked up life. Don't ever mistake my kindness for weakness because I am stronger than you could ever imagine. I did not bother to stand up for myself because I have better things to do than to waste my time arguing with brainless people cow like YOU.

Dear you, stop trying to make your life sound dramatic by relating every single possible detail to me. I definitely know how irresistible I am (which is why your bf once fall for me hehehe) but you have to stop loving me so much. You have dedicated countless post telling me how much you LOVE me and thanks to your hard effort, I even have "fans" half globe away. It's a miracle that almost every problem you encounter or every event you attend, there's just somehow something you can relate it to me and then start announcing to the whole world how much you LOVE me. I feel so pathetic for you sometimes because you can't live your own life. You will forever live under my shadow and being haunt by all my words and actions.

If you have absolutely nothing to do over there, I don't know. Go make out with some random guy on the street or get yourself drunk or even take naked pictures of yourself and post it online. There's so many things you can do to attract attention so would you please stop using my name to seek for attention? Oh my god. I might even consider buying you a freaking cow or something, so that you can have someone of the same species to talk to and keep your brains occupied. Kindly stay away from me because you and your pretentious attitude really disgust me.

I couldn't help myself from pitying you. It really amazes me what you can fake with a smile. Making up stories and backstabbing me, and then greet me with a smile each time you see me. If you hate me, hate me. Don't fake it around me. Aren't you tired of putting on a mask and living in your own imagination?

Don't blame it on others just because you can't control your own man bull. If you have any problem dealing with your bull, just whip him hard and I'm pretty sure he will listen to you. In some sense, I am actually quite proud of myself. You're making such a big fuss because you're jealous and you feel threaten by my existence. I'm so sorry because you can't blame me for being too attractive. *shy* =)

Well I guess I owe you a "thank you" because I have come to learn that those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind. I have came to realise one of the best thing about the worst time of your life is that you get to see the true colors of people around you. I've learned a lot these past few years, through my fake smiles and unseen tears. If it wasn't for you, I will not be who I am right now.

"Let go, forgive and forget." YEAH RIGHT. Don't support a scene you were too weak to stay committed to, loser. Don't say you could have when you clearly couldn't cause you didn't. You should be fucking grateful I did not yell and scream at your face yet, after all the things you did. You know why? Because I am a kind person and I totally "let go, forgive and forget". =)

NOW, FUCK YOU & LEAVE ME ALONE.

They say, people only rain on your parade because they're jealous of your sun & tired of their shade.

P.S: I am grumpy. Cause I lost my thumb drive today and I saw people whom I don't feel like seeing during dinner yesterday.

KTHXBYE!

(I'm fine, really.)

i love carnivals!

Date: 30 April 2011 (Saturday)
Time: 9.00 - 11.30AM
Venue: SMK USJ 13
Ocassion: Carnival Day wheeee :)
Present: Leftovers in Malaysia LOL
Conclusion: I truly miss those great times we had back in 13.
Report: MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

I snoozed my alarm like 5 times before I actually managed to get myself out of the bed. 0845 is a bit way too early to do anything. *BIG YAWNS*


Morning SMK USJ 13! It's been awhile since we last met. :)


The place I spent 5 years of my life, not knowing what exactly I'm doing and yet I'm still so proud of myself for not knowing anything. Those were the days where we just LAUGH away all our troubles and be happy. May be there wasn't any troubles also. WE JUST LAUGH AND BE HAPPY. :D


I wonder that they're thinking.

Paying a visit to our school...


Once, it was the prefect room.


The ugly drawings. Still so ugly.


The tree outside Bilik Kesihatan.


Noobest signboard everrrrrr.


A walk down memory lane.


The wall near girls' toilet. This is what I called creativity. The smoking fish?? HAHAHAHAHA 13's students are just way too awesome la.


Spongebob's pineapple house wheee!


Look, TTB found his family! :D


4D! Nah that's the tickets.

And the carnival starts nowwwww!


Lost In Maze. No idea what was that but the banner was really huge.


Dead Silence. WOAHHHHH DAMN SCARE.

Yupp, that was the haunted house we paid 5 bucks for LOL. The theme was "Dead Silence" and trust me, it wasn't quiet at all inside. Basically, haunted house = ghosts w/ face painting and make-ups + screaming + really dark surrounding + fun fun fun fun fun! HAHHAHAHAH fun because you're doing this w/ your friends. It's very nice of Edric to lead us the way and Nick to protect us girls from the back. Not like we needed any protection but just in case la. I'm guessing Ivan would be the first one to run away if anything happens.


OMG DAMNNNN SCARYYYYY. :O

Anyways I think I have night blindness and I'm not kidding about it. It was so dark in the haunted house that I could barely see anything. -.-


SOS!


And oh ya, the queue was super long when we reached at the haunted house. There was this Indian girl guarding the door and she's being super nice to us (as in she let us went in first) and she won't stop insisting that we were Ex-co. So we asked her and she was like, "I am a prefect too." *points at Edric* "I remember this guy. He was one of our ex-co members."

OKAYYYYY THAT WAS FUNNY. Either she mistaken Ivan for Edric or she's just trying to create conversation w/ Edric. HAHAHAHA we get to enter first so it wasn't bad at all being recognised as the fake ex-co. :D

ANYWAYS JUST SAYING, we did contributed to the glory of our school right. RIGHT?


Human dunk machine.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA BIEBER!


Gwennnnnnnnn I saw your nameee!


Catch the guppy fish game!


Leaving the school compound.


Shall end my post with this. :D

Had dim sum after that while reminiscing the good old days. Oh god, you have no idea how much I miss my 13 days.

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